back in uk & far far away from my beloveds
As per my isteri's request, I'm finally back to update my blog! I've been back in UK for a little more than a week now. And I miss everyone back home dearly! For the first time I found myself holding back my tears when I was hugging everyone goodbye the night before I left. I felt so much closer to all my friends this year. I don't know why. One thing's for sure ---> I do really cherish our lifelong friendship very much! I am always grateful to have such friends like you all. Sounds cheesy, I know, but it's true! I mean, come on, whoever in this world has friendship almost 2 decades long like ours? And we're only 21! =P
It's funny how people act differently when around different people or in a different environment. There's no transition time between the shift. It just happens. I was the carefree me when I was back in Brunei, the original cheerful Krystal. The instant I arrived UK, I've become the Krystal with lots of worries and burden. But I feel so lost and depressed here now.
Firstly, I didn't actually get my Masters. So I am no longer doing my master's course. I am now back to doing CIMA. The thing is I can do this back in Brunei too. And although my pay may not be much, but at least I'd have a job to cover most of my expenses. Whereas here? I haven't actually gone out to look for a part-time job, let it be waitressing or working in a supermarket, it's hard to get a job here. And it's so stupidly expensive to live here, and my dad's paying so much! I really need someone to talk to. Sigh..
Anyway, some random pics.. =)
My work pass ---> the last time I clocked out 09/09/2009 16.44:02
--- My last night in Brunei ---
Labels: comfort of home, friendship