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Life: Live it; love it & laugh lots.
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The one && only.

Name: Krystal.
Age: two-one.
Birthday: 15 June.
Adores: chocolate! ice-cream! bf! friends! family! photography! dancing!
Wishes: Money, money, come.

Work hard to get the things you want in life.
- a note to myself


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Monday, 22 November 2010
Happy Birthday to my baby!

Happy birthday to you.. happy birthday to you.. happy birthday to Ja-ames.. happy birthday to you!

This is the third birthday that I have spent with you since we got together! :):):) I am so glad to be a part of them and I hope I will be able to celebrate many many more birthdays together until our hairs turn white! LOL! Sorry I've not been able to do much for your birthday this time. Hope you like your birthday present (although you seemed disappointed after opening it.. =(.. ) Hope you understand. Stupid exams! :P But I will make it all up to you very soon!

Love you!

P/s: People, please wish me luck! My exams start tomorrow! *gulp*
Pp/s: I will be back in Brunei very soon toooo! =)

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Tuesday, 23 February 2010
S-T-R-E-S-S

First of all........... HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! BRUNEI YAKIN!!! =P

Secondly........ HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! It's good being a Chinese somehow. People only get one new year, but we get 2 new years! Two chances to start afresh and wipe out whatever we've not done right in the past; two new year resolutions. Lol! We get second chances really, which I believe everyone should have. But don't be too greedy people, no third chances! =P

Valentine's Day was the best I've ever had this year. James and I went to London for the weekend. We had dinner at Melati - a Malaysian/Indonesian restaurant - on Saturday night. I was surprised that he would even take me to a Malaysian restaurant in the first place. Really sweet of him. I felt like I was back home in Brunei coz of how the interior of the restaurant was, and of course, the food. Food was quite nice, except the rendang was a little dry and the assam fish was not that nice either. Lool. And I ordered too much, we were both bloated!

After dinner, we went back to the car to exchange gifts. I got a Swarovski charm bracelet with a mini James on it too. I LOVE IT! I had two gifts for him, but sadly, I was only able to give one to him due to an unforeseen argument. =( Anyway, the gift I gave him that I initially thought was a board game, but it is a SEXY card game rather. It's called Fun In Bed. Needn't more to be said. Loool. James got us tickets to The Comedy Store. We then went to watch stand up comedy at 12.00 midnight. It was freaking hilarious! Enjoyed it to pieces!




My second gift was the highlight of our Valentine's I thought, so I wanted to save the best for the last. Guess sometimes, saving the best for last isn't good. I bought 2 heart-shaped flying lanterns since I thought it's a rare occasion to have CNY & Vday together on the same day. I was hoping that we could release them together, perhaps writing our wishes on each of our lanterns (since it was CNY.. make a wish.. write out what our hearts desire.. my point about a new start remember?), and to show him how much he has set my heart alight, also to see where our love can take us to........ far far far far away really. Seriously, I cannot describe how sad and hurt I was that I wasn't able to do this. ='( I still am to this day. It would've been the PERFECT vday ever!


And, time for some updates about myself. I've just been busy with studies and work, as usual. I've been working hard, doing my homework and handing them in on time. James has been busy with his assignments too. He's really stressed. However, there's been some drama going on at home recently. A couple recently broke up, and the guy really needs help. Serious help! Like he'll commit suicide any time. This scare only happened last night. James and I both couldn't sleep well. I get woken up when I hear the slightest sound, afraid he'd do something stupid. Sighhhh.. Really don't know what to do! Don't want to live here anymore! =(

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Monday, 28 September 2009
Strange things in life

It never fails to amaze me how when I come to encounter something for the first time, I'll start encountering the thing more frequently after. Like for example, when reading a story book, I find a word I don't know. After a few days, the word will come up again, either on tv or maybe your friends saying it. I mean in your whole life, never once. But then once, it appears every now and then. Strange, huh? Do you believe in chains? I guess one really has to break a chain in life to breakthrough. Or is it pure coincidence? Perhaps when you start noticing something, you'll start paying more attention to it?

This thought just came across my mind while I was in the shower. I do a lot of thinking in the shower as you can see. I was just thinking about my birthday this year, and I had a Hummer Limo to bring me around. And on Friday, I was in one again. Lol. It was Max's (James' friend) bday. BUTTTT.. my limo was wayyyyyyy better! =)=)

On a more personal note, I am now in London with James. I normally stay at his house whenever I am here. One thing I am happy about is that I feel closer to his family now. Everyone speaks to me more now. Even his little brother, Jason! He makes me so happy with every single "Jie Jie" that he calls out, as well as every little kiss he plants on my lips!!! He's soooo cute! From him always rejecting me every time he sees me, to him always smiling at me now is a very good progress to me. I may not be a part of his family, but I feel like they are more willing to include me in things that they do. At least to me, I feel like I have a family here too. =D

However, all of these nearly disappeared 2 nights ago. James and I have had 2 big rows these few days. The last one nearly broke us up for good. I was crying like hell. I have never cried like this before. I couldn't control myself and I was trembling. Ou-em-gee! On the bright side, we're still together. I didn't know I have pushed him to his limits. I didn't know he's not happy with me. I didn't know I have been so unreasonable. I didn't give him the freedom to do what he wanted. All I thought about was what's right; what's wrong; what I didn't like him doing. And I always got pissed at him without caring if anyone else was beside us. Although we're still together, I am still sad. I don't know what to do. I don't want him to be sad.

A lost sheep again.

This is little Jason! Cute, huh? =)

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